It is crazy to think that I am just five days away. Where has the time gone? I am back at work and tonight at my grand parents. I got a call this evening from my sister whom I had not spoken with in a long time. We did the normal chit chat and then she started telling me a story about how she often will freeze when asked obvious easy to answer questions because, her mind goes blank from the fear of getting it wrong and then shr will look like an idiot. I listened and then shared how I am exactly the same way.
After sharing my struggle she kept saying what a releif it was to know I also struggled. A couple days ago someone commented about this blog and said, thanks. I NEver write this blog for the readers.... For you. I'm writing to work through to put it down, it is a way of taking a shower. I never thought that this blog could be anymore than an amusing look into my messed up world. Tonight was a reminder that if we would all be more transparent, more open, stop putting on all the airs of having it all together all the time, what an encouragement and what a huge weight it would take off all of us.
Tonight I am just assuming that all of you, everyone out there is absolutely with out question as messed up as crap filled as me! I am going to assume that we all struggle, and some how I think that will help me accept the difficult folks, the angry folks, and look past it all and just say.... We are all in this struggle together how can I help relieve some of their crap!
Tuesday, September 18, 2012
Sunday, September 16, 2012
359- Doing what needs to be done.
There has been a theme to my day. In a sermon, in a movie, in conversations, the same theme kept coming up again and again. The theme or message was this, "Do what needs to be done, keep going even when it is difficult, if you want results faith must include works...in essence keep moving." Perhaps one of my favorite quotes of the morning was from a sermon, "You are not creative, unless you create something."
There is no question I have spent much of my life dreaming of ideas without much follow through. Today I was challenged to keep going, to work hard at following through, to be willing to take steps forward instead of thinking about taking steps.
I realize much of my issues with follow through are a result of my personality. According to the Meyers-Briggs Assessment I am an ENFP. With that comes a lot of things I like very much, but the area of follow through is for sure a challenge. Here is what they say about follow through....
An ENFP needs to focus on following through with their projects. This can be a problem area for some of these individuals. Unlike other Extraverted types, ENFPs need time alone to center themselves, and make sure they are moving in a direction which is in sync with their values. ENFPs who remain centered will usually be quite successful at their endeavors. Others may fall into the habit of dropping a project when they become excited about a new possibility, and thus they never achieve the great accomplishments which they are capable of achieving.
I had never paid attention to the sentence that says I need time alone... it is so true. Even tonight, when I knew I needed to work on this blog, I finally told Chris I needed to go to the bed room so that I could focus. It isn't that I can't blog with him around, I needed time to reflect about why I was going to do the hard work of getting it done and posting both yesterday and today's blog. I needed time to reflect and remind myself why I am doing this and get the motivation to focus and get it done.
Today I read an article that made me want to respond, so I did. I didn't think about it I did it. This week I have lots of work that needs to get done for Pisgah, I have lots of work that needs to get done here at home, and I am going to do my best to keep my focus and get done what needs to be done. HOWEVER!!!!!
I am going to do it with an understanding that this is the challenge for me, the work so to speak. I am not going to shame myself or beat myself up because it is hard. I am going to remember that who I am is also someone who has many qualities that can be used to do so much.
So tonight I am going to have a renewed conviction to keep taking one step at a time. Letting go of the (C) that says I'm a failure because this is my challenge. Letting go of the (C) that makes this challenge what defines me instead of what challenges me. Tonight I am trying to accept who God created me to be, while taking steps to let Him keep moving me forward.
There is no question I have spent much of my life dreaming of ideas without much follow through. Today I was challenged to keep going, to work hard at following through, to be willing to take steps forward instead of thinking about taking steps.
I realize much of my issues with follow through are a result of my personality. According to the Meyers-Briggs Assessment I am an ENFP. With that comes a lot of things I like very much, but the area of follow through is for sure a challenge. Here is what they say about follow through....
An ENFP needs to focus on following through with their projects. This can be a problem area for some of these individuals. Unlike other Extraverted types, ENFPs need time alone to center themselves, and make sure they are moving in a direction which is in sync with their values. ENFPs who remain centered will usually be quite successful at their endeavors. Others may fall into the habit of dropping a project when they become excited about a new possibility, and thus they never achieve the great accomplishments which they are capable of achieving.
I had never paid attention to the sentence that says I need time alone... it is so true. Even tonight, when I knew I needed to work on this blog, I finally told Chris I needed to go to the bed room so that I could focus. It isn't that I can't blog with him around, I needed time to reflect about why I was going to do the hard work of getting it done and posting both yesterday and today's blog. I needed time to reflect and remind myself why I am doing this and get the motivation to focus and get it done.
Today I read an article that made me want to respond, so I did. I didn't think about it I did it. This week I have lots of work that needs to get done for Pisgah, I have lots of work that needs to get done here at home, and I am going to do my best to keep my focus and get done what needs to be done. HOWEVER!!!!!
I am going to do it with an understanding that this is the challenge for me, the work so to speak. I am not going to shame myself or beat myself up because it is hard. I am going to remember that who I am is also someone who has many qualities that can be used to do so much.
So tonight I am going to have a renewed conviction to keep taking one step at a time. Letting go of the (C) that says I'm a failure because this is my challenge. Letting go of the (C) that makes this challenge what defines me instead of what challenges me. Tonight I am trying to accept who God created me to be, while taking steps to let Him keep moving me forward.
358- Getting my Praise on...
Psalm 150
1 Praise the Lord.
Praise God in his sanctuary;
praise him in his mighty heavens.
2 Praise him for his acts of power;
praise him for his surpassing greatness.
3 Praise him with the sounding of the trumpet,
praise him with the harp and lyre,
4 praise him with timbrel and dancing,
praise him with the strings and pipe,
5 praise him with the clash of cymbals,
praise him with resounding cymbals.
praise him in his mighty heavens.
2 Praise him for his acts of power;
praise him for his surpassing greatness.
3 Praise him with the sounding of the trumpet,
praise him with the harp and lyre,
4 praise him with timbrel and dancing,
praise him with the strings and pipe,
5 praise him with the clash of cymbals,
praise him with resounding cymbals.
6 Let everything that has breath praise the Lord.
Praise the Lord.
Today I had the incredible opportunity to praise God. Today I had the wonderful opportunity to watch my kids, praising God. There is absolutely no question that the best way--- the most effective way to keep (C) away is to praise. There is absolutely no question that the best way for (C) that others are slinging to just fall to the ground--- praise the Lord. Praise Him for his greatness, praise him with all that we are.
Today as Engage Ministries from SAU sang and praised I was so blessed. What a good day it was. I had the opportunity to cook for those I love, to listen as they led the entire church in worship and praise. Oh what a blessing it was.
“The LORD is my strength and my defense ; he has become my salvation. He is my God, and I will praise him, my father’s God, and I will exalt him.
Exodus 15:1-3
Exodus 15:1-3
Sing to him, sing praise to him; tell of all his wonderful acts.
1 Chronicles 16:8-10
1 Chronicles 16:8-10
I will sing the LORD’s praise, for he has been good to me.
Psalm 13:5-6
Psalm 13:5-6
Praise be to the LORD, for he showed me the wonders of his love when I was in a city under siege.
Psalm 31:20-22
Psalm 31:20-22
You are my strength, I sing praise to you; you, God, are my fortress, my God on whom I can rely.
Psalm 59:16-17
Psalm 59:16-17
Saturday, September 15, 2012
357- Motorcycle ride, the color green, Strawberry Rhubarb Pie
What a day it has been. This morning I woke with Chris and headed to Monroe on the back of his motorcycle to have breakfast with my man. We had such a nice time, riding in the cool air, and then eating together. IT is such a treat to be around him and be able to eat together. I love talking to him, seeing the twinkle in his eyes. It was a special morning. After picking up my car from the shop, I headed "home" or that was what I had planned. I had the idea to stop by a fabric salvage shop where I used to buy lots of fabric for making clothes for my kids. I would get amazing deals. I thought I would stop in and see if I could find anything for our bed room. After looking around quite awhile and finding nothing I decided to look in the scrap bin. I found nothing for my room, and then I saw a little piece of fabric I loved, it was green and shiny. I knew it wasn't good for my room.... then I thought.... kitchen. I have been needing to repaint the kitchen so badly but have not been able to decide on a color. Here it was the perfect shade of green. I started digging hoping to find enough fabric to make at least a valence for the windows.... I fount three little pieces. Barely enough. I went to pay and it was only 4 dollars. 4 dollars for possible valences for my kitchen. Pretty cool. Better yet, I have a color. I then went to find paint swatches and then a couple other stops. Then on my way home, I'm driving past Chris's office and realize it is 12:10... lunch time... so I call and he agrees to eat lunch with me... two meals in one day. What a treat.
Then home---taped paint samples to the wall. I'm so excited about the kitchen, I can't begin to tell you. I am ready to have a painting party on Sunday.... we'll see.
Then this evening I made Strawberry Rhubarb pie before the kids arrived. When they walked in the home smelled like pie.... so nice. We had music playing and then great conversation.
So what does all this have to do with this blog. Well isn't if funny how when I was a homemaker and all I did was work on the house take care of children, eat with my man, eat sleep and drink decorating, and recipes---- I longed to be more, to work or go to school, I just needed more! Now I am working-- love my job--have two college degrees--- and the greatest joys in my life are the days like today when I get to cook, decorate and spend time with my man.
I have spent way too much time trying to find fulfillment in accomplishments, or doing things right. I have spent too much time shaming myself, piling the (C) on for one reason or another instead of being content right where I am. Yes life isn't perfect, I'm not perfect, but I can be thankful for today, thankful for where I am. Today I am thankful to be home, with two of my amazing kids and Becca, missing Sarah but thankful I talked with her. Tonight I am trying to only focus on the blessings of where I am stop there. I have to remember my lesson from my 1/2 marathon, top looking back or forward and just do today what I can. Just take steps one at a time and be content in that!
Then home---taped paint samples to the wall. I'm so excited about the kitchen, I can't begin to tell you. I am ready to have a painting party on Sunday.... we'll see.
Then this evening I made Strawberry Rhubarb pie before the kids arrived. When they walked in the home smelled like pie.... so nice. We had music playing and then great conversation.
So what does all this have to do with this blog. Well isn't if funny how when I was a homemaker and all I did was work on the house take care of children, eat with my man, eat sleep and drink decorating, and recipes---- I longed to be more, to work or go to school, I just needed more! Now I am working-- love my job--have two college degrees--- and the greatest joys in my life are the days like today when I get to cook, decorate and spend time with my man.
I have spent way too much time trying to find fulfillment in accomplishments, or doing things right. I have spent too much time shaming myself, piling the (C) on for one reason or another instead of being content right where I am. Yes life isn't perfect, I'm not perfect, but I can be thankful for today, thankful for where I am. Today I am thankful to be home, with two of my amazing kids and Becca, missing Sarah but thankful I talked with her. Tonight I am trying to only focus on the blessings of where I am stop there. I have to remember my lesson from my 1/2 marathon, top looking back or forward and just do today what I can. Just take steps one at a time and be content in that!
Thursday, September 13, 2012
356- Carrot Cake Strata with White Chocolate Sauce
Chris and I had a birthday party at our home tonight for two dear friends who both turned 60 this month. In preparation for the evening I called and asked what their favorite dessert or flavor cake was. Lucy said her favorite dessert was blackberry cobbler. Gary said he liked any pie, carrot cake, or anything with white chocolate. I had just seen a blackberry cobbler on line by the Pioneer Woman Ree. It looked simple and delicious--- done. I started looking for something pie or carrot cake or white chocolate. I looked and looked and couldn't decide on anything, nothing looked good. Nothing looked right.
I finally decided on carrot cake, with a white chocolate cream cheese icing. I found a recipe and started putting it together. In about 30 minutes I had the cakes in the oven. I was exhausted and decided to sit and find an amazing icing recipe while they baked. I sat down to my computer and there was the cake recipe--- still on the screen. My eyes fell on one ingredient.... salt....I had left out the salt!!!! ERGGGGGG. I ran to the kitchen tried to put some salt in the batter in the pans that were already in the oven.
I sat back down defeated. I could just imagine how those cakes were going to taste blaaaaaa. They were going to be terrible. I almost called Chris and asked him to buy a cake, but I couldn't have a homemade dessert for one guest of honor and a store bought dessert for the other. What to do?
Chris came home and I was going over my options with him. I suggested trashing the carrot cakes and starting over. I could make a pie, or a bread pudding--- Oh Oh wait-- I had seen Giada De Laurentiis just that morning on TV make a berry strata with ricotta that looked amazing. I was describing it to Chris and he reminded me we had left over Ricotta from our brunch that needed to be used. It had orange zest in it so he thought it would be good in the strata. Then I realized I didn't have good day old bread for the strata. Then the idea. Use the cake and make the strata, add some chopped pecans, and white chocolate chips. Then instead of white chocolate cream cheese icing I would make a white chocolate cream cheese sauce. So I started cutting up the cake, made the custard mixture, added the ricotta, salt, nuts and white chocolate chips and let it bake. It smelled wonderful.
Lets just say it turned out delicious. You would not know it was a disaster, a failed attempt at cake, a mess up. I think I can even say it was better-- perhaps more fun--- or interesting. I don't know if I will ever make it again, but it was lovely and worked well for tonight. We even managed to put 60 candles on it! It was great!
The evening was a success-- plenty of food-- good friends--a fun time and Carrot Cake Strata with White Chocolate Sauce and Blackberry Cobbler for dessert with vanilla ice cream.
Tonight a failure, something that was supposed to be a tall and elegant cake, was chopped up, smothered in stuff and baked again. Put back in the hot oven and it came out completely different, but delicious. There is no question I have failed at many things,--I had hopes of being something lean and elegant at the end of this journey, but instead this blogging year has in a way broken me, I have been put back in the fire, but the outcome is perhaps more interesting than what I had originally set out to be. I may have hoped to be a three layer cake, with beautiful frosting, but instead I'm a delicious strata and I'm happy with that. Tonight I was reminded that sometimes my intentions, what I set out hoping will be, is not really the best idea anyway. How much more important that I continue to walk with Christ and let him add whatever ingredients, whatever flavors he sees fit. It will for sure be better than my ideas anyway.
I finally decided on carrot cake, with a white chocolate cream cheese icing. I found a recipe and started putting it together. In about 30 minutes I had the cakes in the oven. I was exhausted and decided to sit and find an amazing icing recipe while they baked. I sat down to my computer and there was the cake recipe--- still on the screen. My eyes fell on one ingredient.... salt....I had left out the salt!!!! ERGGGGGG. I ran to the kitchen tried to put some salt in the batter in the pans that were already in the oven.
I sat back down defeated. I could just imagine how those cakes were going to taste blaaaaaa. They were going to be terrible. I almost called Chris and asked him to buy a cake, but I couldn't have a homemade dessert for one guest of honor and a store bought dessert for the other. What to do?
Chris came home and I was going over my options with him. I suggested trashing the carrot cakes and starting over. I could make a pie, or a bread pudding--- Oh Oh wait-- I had seen Giada De Laurentiis just that morning on TV make a berry strata with ricotta that looked amazing. I was describing it to Chris and he reminded me we had left over Ricotta from our brunch that needed to be used. It had orange zest in it so he thought it would be good in the strata. Then I realized I didn't have good day old bread for the strata. Then the idea. Use the cake and make the strata, add some chopped pecans, and white chocolate chips. Then instead of white chocolate cream cheese icing I would make a white chocolate cream cheese sauce. So I started cutting up the cake, made the custard mixture, added the ricotta, salt, nuts and white chocolate chips and let it bake. It smelled wonderful.
Lets just say it turned out delicious. You would not know it was a disaster, a failed attempt at cake, a mess up. I think I can even say it was better-- perhaps more fun--- or interesting. I don't know if I will ever make it again, but it was lovely and worked well for tonight. We even managed to put 60 candles on it! It was great!
The evening was a success-- plenty of food-- good friends--a fun time and Carrot Cake Strata with White Chocolate Sauce and Blackberry Cobbler for dessert with vanilla ice cream.
Tonight a failure, something that was supposed to be a tall and elegant cake, was chopped up, smothered in stuff and baked again. Put back in the hot oven and it came out completely different, but delicious. There is no question I have failed at many things,--I had hopes of being something lean and elegant at the end of this journey, but instead this blogging year has in a way broken me, I have been put back in the fire, but the outcome is perhaps more interesting than what I had originally set out to be. I may have hoped to be a three layer cake, with beautiful frosting, but instead I'm a delicious strata and I'm happy with that. Tonight I was reminded that sometimes my intentions, what I set out hoping will be, is not really the best idea anyway. How much more important that I continue to walk with Christ and let him add whatever ingredients, whatever flavors he sees fit. It will for sure be better than my ideas anyway.
Wednesday, September 12, 2012
355- The last 10 days... Wow
Only ten days left.... In the last several days I have really be struggling with issues connected to this journey. I had hoped for more, I wish I could say I posted every single night on time, I question the quality of what I have written, of what I have learned, and frankly I have questioned the whole process.
Today after running some errands I ended up at home, turned on the TV and the movie Julie Julia was on. The movie is about a young writer who decides to blog for one year every night as she cooks her way through Julia Childs cook book. It is a great movie, but it has been on over and over for the last week. I keep running into it and I can't watch it. Every time she talks about the blogging process I feel like a fake, I find myself wishing I had dug deeper, studied more and had used this opportunity to write more substantive posts.
Perfectionism is plaguing me. Making it hard to stop playing in the (C). Once again I find myself in that place where I am too quick to shame myself, instead of kindly critiquing myself in an effort to continue to grow and improve.
I have not seen changes in my body, but inside--- inside I know I am a different person. For example today I may be struggling but I am at least thinking about the struggle facing it and not just laying in bed all day because I feel defeated. Instead, I took a short nap, then got up and started doing things that needed to be done around the house. That is an improvement.
I have not posted every night. I have had some difficult weeks, and there were times when I just didn't blog because I choose to spend the time in other ways. However, I am 10 days away from completing this process and I will end on time with 365 posts... that is something.
The quality--- I said from the beginning that this was my personal journey and nothing more. Some days are filled with deep and profound moments and others are....well boring. That is life.
So ten days left... part of my struggle has been what next. Do I just stop, do I keep going, do I just blog when I want? What do I do? Part of me is excited to be thinking about not having this blog to write every day, and yet I can't imagine not blogging. It has become part of my life and routine. It has kept me working hard at letting go of (C) and I don't ever want to stop that.
Tonight, I don't have answers to all the questions, and I don't know how to let go of some of the shame while still being willing to be honest with myself. I don't have answers but I have just decided to stop looking forward-- to stop looking behind me, and just take the next step. Just blog today and tomorrow, keep working on letting go of the (C) and finish with an intentional focus on today and nothing more. Looking at today, is a start in helping me put down the (C).
Today after running some errands I ended up at home, turned on the TV and the movie Julie Julia was on. The movie is about a young writer who decides to blog for one year every night as she cooks her way through Julia Childs cook book. It is a great movie, but it has been on over and over for the last week. I keep running into it and I can't watch it. Every time she talks about the blogging process I feel like a fake, I find myself wishing I had dug deeper, studied more and had used this opportunity to write more substantive posts.
Perfectionism is plaguing me. Making it hard to stop playing in the (C). Once again I find myself in that place where I am too quick to shame myself, instead of kindly critiquing myself in an effort to continue to grow and improve.
I have not seen changes in my body, but inside--- inside I know I am a different person. For example today I may be struggling but I am at least thinking about the struggle facing it and not just laying in bed all day because I feel defeated. Instead, I took a short nap, then got up and started doing things that needed to be done around the house. That is an improvement.
I have not posted every night. I have had some difficult weeks, and there were times when I just didn't blog because I choose to spend the time in other ways. However, I am 10 days away from completing this process and I will end on time with 365 posts... that is something.
The quality--- I said from the beginning that this was my personal journey and nothing more. Some days are filled with deep and profound moments and others are....well boring. That is life.
So ten days left... part of my struggle has been what next. Do I just stop, do I keep going, do I just blog when I want? What do I do? Part of me is excited to be thinking about not having this blog to write every day, and yet I can't imagine not blogging. It has become part of my life and routine. It has kept me working hard at letting go of (C) and I don't ever want to stop that.
Tonight, I don't have answers to all the questions, and I don't know how to let go of some of the shame while still being willing to be honest with myself. I don't have answers but I have just decided to stop looking forward-- to stop looking behind me, and just take the next step. Just blog today and tomorrow, keep working on letting go of the (C) and finish with an intentional focus on today and nothing more. Looking at today, is a start in helping me put down the (C).
354- Home again
Today was a very busy and very productive day at work. I worked hard and fast from early to 3pm when I picked up Abby and we started down the road to Charlotte. I had agreed to take her home today and boy am I glad I did. Today was one of those days when if I didn't have another commitment I would have stayed a couple more days. There was that much to do. I wrote letters to parents, prepared mailings, worked on making decisions and so much more. I left with a lot yet to do, but I had to go--- so I did.
As Abby and I drove home we had plenty of opportunity to talk. She is an amazing girl that I have known since the days she was born and yet it seems as if I am just now getting to really know her. She is smart, an amazing worker, organized, dedicated, honest, and a joy to be around. As we got closer and closer to home, she started texting her mom more and more often giving updates as to our location. As we drove into her neighborhood you could feel her excitement. It has been three and a half weeks since she has been home and this is her fist time away from home for that length of time. As we approached her home she was surprised to see her sister, mother and father all in the driveway waiting to see her. They were all so excited they couldn't stand it! Amy told me their entire family, grandparents, aunts, uncles.... everyone is coming for a Friday night family dinner in honor of her return home for break. Some of the family is driving more than two hours to come for just a dinner--- just a chance to see her. Mind you all of the family has seen her at some point in the last 3 weeks, and they all have plans at other times to see her between now and when she heads back to school, but they all wanted to come with the dedicated purpose of celebrating Abby's return home for break.
Can you imagine such fuss? Can you imagine being lavished with such joy at the mere presence of you? What an incredible beautiful example of how much our heavenly father desires to be with us. I am sure some of you are thinking it is too much, it must be spoiling her. I am here to say this girl does not think the world revolves around her, she has the strength to be who she is! She is not selfish, but is secure in knowing she has an amazing support system and she can share with others! She is not focused on herself, but sees the need in others around her and is happy to help out and love them.
Tonight in spite of all of my failings, my short comings, tonight I tried to picture Jesus with all his angels sitting at the gates, anxiously waiting for me. So excited, eyes filled with joy at the site of me. I imagine Jesus saying something like, "I am so glad to have you home, it has not been the same without you here!" "Just wait till you see what I have prepared for you!!! It is beautiful, yummy, and your favorite and everyone is here to celebrate!!!" Oh what a day that will be!
Tonight I don't weigh any less than I did yesterday, tonight my clothes don't fit any better, yet tonight I feel more the princess, more longed for, more prepared for than last night. Thanks to the King family for reminding me, that.... "I go to prepare a place for you.... that where I am there ye may be also!!!!!!" Oh what a day that will be!
As Abby and I drove home we had plenty of opportunity to talk. She is an amazing girl that I have known since the days she was born and yet it seems as if I am just now getting to really know her. She is smart, an amazing worker, organized, dedicated, honest, and a joy to be around. As we got closer and closer to home, she started texting her mom more and more often giving updates as to our location. As we drove into her neighborhood you could feel her excitement. It has been three and a half weeks since she has been home and this is her fist time away from home for that length of time. As we approached her home she was surprised to see her sister, mother and father all in the driveway waiting to see her. They were all so excited they couldn't stand it! Amy told me their entire family, grandparents, aunts, uncles.... everyone is coming for a Friday night family dinner in honor of her return home for break. Some of the family is driving more than two hours to come for just a dinner--- just a chance to see her. Mind you all of the family has seen her at some point in the last 3 weeks, and they all have plans at other times to see her between now and when she heads back to school, but they all wanted to come with the dedicated purpose of celebrating Abby's return home for break.
Can you imagine such fuss? Can you imagine being lavished with such joy at the mere presence of you? What an incredible beautiful example of how much our heavenly father desires to be with us. I am sure some of you are thinking it is too much, it must be spoiling her. I am here to say this girl does not think the world revolves around her, she has the strength to be who she is! She is not selfish, but is secure in knowing she has an amazing support system and she can share with others! She is not focused on herself, but sees the need in others around her and is happy to help out and love them.
Tonight in spite of all of my failings, my short comings, tonight I tried to picture Jesus with all his angels sitting at the gates, anxiously waiting for me. So excited, eyes filled with joy at the site of me. I imagine Jesus saying something like, "I am so glad to have you home, it has not been the same without you here!" "Just wait till you see what I have prepared for you!!! It is beautiful, yummy, and your favorite and everyone is here to celebrate!!!" Oh what a day that will be!
Tonight I don't weigh any less than I did yesterday, tonight my clothes don't fit any better, yet tonight I feel more the princess, more longed for, more prepared for than last night. Thanks to the King family for reminding me, that.... "I go to prepare a place for you.... that where I am there ye may be also!!!!!!" Oh what a day that will be!
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