Have you ever come to the end of your day and asked the question where did the day go? Today was one of those days. I hardly had time to catch my breath. Going from one project to the next, fighting fires, trying to get scheduling done.
In the process of it all I just kept plugging along. I didn't let myself stop. I spent most of the day working on a project that hasn't been my responsibility, but it needed to be done. I was feeling better and better as the day came to an end. Not done with anything but I felt accomplished and like I was at least making headway. I asked for help from my kids, had them do some grocery shopping and we were even able to have a home cooked meal.
What a blessing to get things accomplished, eat healthy food, be with family etc. I am convinced at the end of today that being with family (in a healthy family) contributes to being able to let go of (C). I for just a split second started to go to the (C). I started to pick it up again, (you know the crap about not being a good enough woman, not having groceries so the kids wouldn't have to do it, wishing I was..... You know all that (C)). Yet when asked the kids were so cheerful, willing helpful, I let it go. Reminded myself there is no room for that very old been around (C). I'm done with it. I asked for help, accepted the help, and praised God for the support around me.
So today at the end of a very long day, I am exhausted yet thankful for my family and their help in practical ways and their contribution to my MtC day!
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